01/30/2010:
"3 days in heaven"

the simple things really pull me in. especially those little things I've never had, like him wanting to make me breakfast or the way every now and then he tells me he's lucky to have met/have me. sometimes I wake up and I don't know if I believe this is happening to me. you know when you just know it's right? and you're finally living the reality of what was a mere fantasy of dreams, hopes and wishes you've always had in your heart for love ever since you were a little girl? that's how it feels. but it's scary...very, very scary... especially when love and peace never co-existed before in my past.

it feels strange to smile so often nowadays, but I'm adjusting :) I guess it's something a girl's gotta get used to when things are damn near perfect.

I'm in love with this feeling and I will make sure I do everything I can to make it grow naturally. and like Magaly says, I need to feel the fear and push right through it. I refuse to pass up the best person I've ever had. It's just not happening.

Getting it together in

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